It’s like broken people find broken people cause whole people already have their pieces. You can’t blame anyone else for your pain that they also feel. I felt I was in fragments and that’s all I got to give, nothing whole. You only have pieces, not all of them so you can’t make a picture again. But what you remember isn’t what it was at first. You don’t forget the people who hurt you, especially ones you love. The ocean waves in the background bring me to the beach though I’ve never really been and I go to a place where the clouds are dark but somehow it’s still bright out, like when a storms coming but it’s still light and everything is calm. We are different but the same and even if we don’t have the answers we make them. Where we cry together and smile through the tears cause we see the beauty in the pain. I wanted love and connections with people like me who wanted to run away and make our own path. It just makes sense in a place where nothing does. I could listen to this at anytime and it would always be there for me. People want you to be where they are even if it pulls you down too and bruises you but they’ll make sure to tell you you’re beautiful. I had a garden growing out of the darkness then I meet you and suddenly the darkness is where I wanna be. They wanna know what you’re doing cause it can’t possibly be better than what they are? They play nice but the situation isn’t. People are always watching even when they want you to think they aren’t. Truly beautiful even just the instrumental. Instead of feeling dead and gone like I’ve become something new I just felt like nothing, dead and gone. Then when the chorus hits it just an explode of everything. I’m not aggressive by any means and I tend to be overlooked which is why the anger is where it’s really at. Absent fathers and mothers that tell you you’re a burden always. I only had my sisters who also had to grow up in house taking care of ourselves. Problems within the family, similar to the ones talked about. Though the story isn’t the same the conclusions and feelings are ever present. You feel bad initially but it gets annoying, frustrating and sometimes you get angry. I’ve been looked at like a freak by people seeing me for the first time. The anger and aggression in Eminem’s rap really made this song feel more powerful than just the regular version. Ti Justin timberline ft Eminem- Dead and gone I needed someone to not leave and to prove me wrong and just stay. The lyrics and softness is like being held close where you can just cry quietly against someone while everything inside you is on fire. My mom and dad never were the loving type and I never knew people could just hug you and take away all that pain that really never existed. When I feel weak but know I need to keep going, but the thought of does anyone see my struggle is what holds me down. Can I be close to you? I used to feel like a bad person, like is something wrong with me and that’s why no one speaks to me. Just watching people be and seeing the beauty but not existing in it. It’s like a longing for something I never had but in the most beautiful way. When I would go to school and sit alone, do projects alone, or just be alone I played this and it made me feel safe. I never did have friends or someone I could call mine, but even for a friend the lyrics speak all I ever wanted. All the words I couldn’t say but everything I felt from the bottom of my heart. No one does know you but when they give you reasons to be here but suddenly don’t care anymore about what you’re doing or how you are it feels like well what do I do now? Taking words out of my mouth and now I have nothing to say.Ī song for a lost love that doesn’t even know. It feels like everyone knows me better than myself, and constantly tell me which confuses me on who I really am. The calmness of the instruments instantly soothes that fear and shines some hope. I listened to this when I wanted to run away. I’ve never been to Michigan but when it’s said it reminds me that all that was is gone, and all I can do is be here and go forward even when terrified. I really can’t explain it.Ī song I found in middle school, the height of angsty times. It’s just a short freestyle but it feels like so much more. It’s not anything I’ve experienced but I can feel what she’s feeling like going through the motions. The lyrics never really held a deep meaning for me but when I’m all run out from thinking, feeling, or saying anything I can play this. I was always angsty, still, and this song has many emotions that can’t be described.
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